My W and I had some communicaiton this weekend via text. It was really pleasant. At one point I told her that if she was living with her AP, which I had heard she was, then I wished her the best hoping she was truly happy. What followed from her was unexpected.

She said "The truth is I have been spending time with AP but I am not living there. I am curious as to how you heard that? The truth is I miss you. And the more time I am around her, the more I miss you. Would you tell me who told you? I want to know what AP is telling other people."

She went on to text, "I truly do miss you and I want to be honest with you. I always hate telling you things that might hurt you. I am having huge trust issues with everyone around me... not you though. You are always my constant. If I was living with AP, I would share that with you."

I told her about the phonecall I got from some of her "new friends" that she and AP were staying together. I told her she could share anything with me. That I am in a good place and advised that she guard her heart and trust her insticts when it comes to trusting the new people in her life."

She responded, "My insticts are telling me to get my a** home to you."

I acknowledged her that this was her journey that she would find her way and ended the communication because I was going to a baseball game with friends.

How many hills and valleys does this rollercoaster have?

Me(F):40 WAW:44
T:13yrs M:9yrs
BD:2/12 (I saw a text)
ILYBINILWY: 5/12
PA admission: 12/12 (began 3/11)
S:2/13
Moves in w/AP D begins: 7/13
W moves home to R: 10/13