T, I agree w/Wishing, your weekend wasn't too bad at all. I know you are tired and getting frustrated, but you've had some positives over the last few months. Take a look in the mirror...you've grown, you've become more independent and wiser because of this journey. You are a very compassionate lady who had a lot to offer and my word...the patience you have shown your h is unbelieveable.
Your h is reconnecting and you will be the last one he reconnects with. When they go into the dark hole, you were the first he disconnected from, etc. It does work backwards and I've seen it take place many times. The problem is, by the time the mlcer attempts to reconnect w/the lbs, the lbs has given up and moved on. Sometimes, the mlcer doesn't know which key to use to open the door to start the reconnection w/the spouse and they will find excuses, etc., to get a foot in the door. T, it will happen, but this is a very slow part of the journey because there are signs here and there of clarity and they make you wonder about him and what he's really up to....stay positive!
I hope today is a good day for you and your boys.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
