Help & Advice Needed Please (Thread 3)

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That's how I feel too - but it's certainly a thankless task.

I just hope and pray that my W see the consistency of my changes and one day reconsider. Yes, I still dream sometimes that she comes round and tells me she's made a horrible mistake - I of course realise that won't happen.

Truth is - despite me making the changes I needed to make - I still have a sense that if it weren't for the OM she would give great consideration to reconciliation - that is of course a guess though.

Who knows what the future will hold? Sometimes I think the worst and think her relationship to OM will turn out to be long lasting and that I really have lost her forever.