Still treading water #4

[Grizz]

uR, thanks for the encouragement concerning the kids. I just dread the day that we have to tell them that W is leaving.

A little journaling:
Weekend went fairly well. I did some good GALing. Saturday did stuff with the girls. W went to work. W came home and I went to a coworkers wedding. Actually had a really good time. Today took girls to church ( W working). W calls after church and asks to eat with us. Why? I could do so much better if she just let me be. Guess I will get this opportunity soon enough though since she is moving out. Lets see if I still feel the same way then.
We let the girls fall asleep in our bed tonight. All four of us laying together. W stayed about an hour after girls went to sleep to watch TV with me. Again why? After the show was over she gets up and says "good night" and leaves. That just feels like she is just spitting in my face. I do so much better when she is not around. It drives me crazy that she acts like nothing is wrong. Ugh, just venting.

While I am venting lets say one more thing. W has practically stopped helping out around the house. We were always lucky. It truly was a 50-50 split with chores our entire marriage. Cooking, laundry, cleaning, getting kids ready for bed, etc. W does very little now. Initially I picked up the slack but recently I have let things slide and you can tell. She just doesn't seem to care. Oh well. Just more of how she has changed.