Sandi, I think that word "disgust" is spot-on, that's how I feel my wife feels when she's around me.

Just finished a charity bike ride 60 miles gained 5k' been training for 1.5 months I did better this year...w took the kids and saw me finish with the team--that was awesome see my kids cheer. I have a Lot of things to share about the ride but my w is not interested. I miss sharing with her. I should be used to this already darnit!...oh well I guess I'll focus on the positive. Our team raised a good amount of money for a good cause.

Well it is what it is. Sandi your posts have been very helpful! Thank you so much.

Newman

me40; W43
M18; T~20
D18; S13 & S3
bomb 5/9/11
EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM

Separated 4/1/14

"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.