Hey hi-

i loved your "by the authority vested in me"... you cracked me up. it's getting harder and harder in life to find people with a sense of humour. ever notice ?

anyway- you're right also. i "accidently" received salvation in a conversation where my H just casually threw in (i guess he thought to make me feel good) the information that he and ow had a "flirtation" many many years ago - and he "picked me" (and she moved out of town w/her family) . couldja die???.

if not for that dopey little comment (which he never should have told me) (how nuts is this guy???) - i'd have accepted pretty much total blame for this all. we do, don't we?

as it is - i'll take half thanks- well, maybe i'll take about 20% becasue i'm human and not perfect. Pretty darn nice, etc.- but sadly - not perfect.

anyway- my biggest flaw is believing his lies about the person he is and being deluded about his character & integrity (apparently) for 37 years or so.

now, if i could only figure out if i was right back in the beginning that this is mlc - or something else totally.

it's been sooooooo long and soooooo bad- i don't have the "juice" to care this morning anymore. oh well.... getting my pma on and heading out to face the day..

thanks for words of wisdom- we all need to hear it daily -