Struggling and need help #2

[CharlieBrown]

BTW, some of what you read in my 1 AM statement was fear. She went to the restaraunt last night that tat-boy was one of the founders of. She had told me about the place but never mentioned how she found out about it ("I read about it online", which is technically accurate). But all week she said she couldn't get in there so I was relieved they were going somewhere else. Well, last night mutually VERY close friends of ours since we were all dating, who live in our hometown, invited me over for dinner. The W knows what is going on with us and knew I was home alone. She is on FB with my W and my W posted a pic of her and her D friend that she is staying with, from tat-boy's restaraunt. My heart sank. But after I got home, my W started texting me (loaded, for sure), and telling me about the night, including the restaraunt she went to. Clearly she was having fun, and they may not have even seen him, but last night was very tough and this morning is not too great either. Today will be great, today will be great, today will be great...