The long and winding road

[reachingHigher]

But tvs, remember the backwards direction of connection? As much as it hurts, it's so positive he is interested in the precious boys!

It was last August when I noticed my H becoming genuinely interested once again in the boys. I remember the longing for that interest in me.

It's like you're so happy they are reconnecting with the boys...but there is a terrible ache inside.

Your H just isn't there yet, to do more.

I'm so glad you all had a happy day. Happy days are building up in H's memory bank too. He just doesn't show it.

And I am so glad he was sleeping in bed with you when he got the 6 am text. I'm guessing her true colors are starting to show. Maybe it just is taking a while b/c the true colors had to get through the 40 pounds. Idk.

Thanks for the update.

It made me happy to know you had a happy day (mostly).