I've been working on my jealousy the past few days. My H has really tested me. In the beginning, I didn't handle myself in the best way possible. But after reading up on some things, I've decided that I have to just ignore what is being said and done. I'm only about 3 days into this new view point and it's not easy at all. I'm running through a ton of emotions on a daily basis. But I know that in the long run, this will make me a better person in the end. No matter if my H comes home or I begin a new chapter of my life as a single mom.


Me: 33 H:33
M: 11 yrs
S: 3/8/13
H came home: 3/10/13
S for second time: 3/16/13