I had a really good day yesterday....didn't feel like those were ever coming back, but sure enough, they do. After an anxiety filled morning (not sitch, medical stuff) I got a hold of an old friend of mine that I hadn't spoken to in a while. He is going through his own trials right now, and we spent some time talking about our situations. Then we just relaxed and talked about life in general for about an hour. We got to talking about other friends that we had once been very close with, that either one or the other of us had lost touch with. Evidently, many of our common friends have gone through or are going through S / D these days.
He invited me to his place for a bbq today, and said he was going to call a few of the other friends we'd spoken of as well. He suggested that we should get together and form our own little support group...I won't hold my breath, but if this works out, we'll both (and others) be able to find ourselves a little relief from our situation and reconnect with friends at the same time.
I'll be heading over to his place this afternoon, and I find myself actually looking forward to it. I haven't even really thought much of my situation today, and as long as I'm feeling genuinely good, I think I'll just let it go for the day and be happy. I'm sure it will all come back to me soon enough...but not today.
