He came home around 7 pm again, mostly dead tired (he is covering now for the guy who replaced him when he was gone and it was his first day doing so: he was very harassed). I had dinner ready for him and we sat to watch a DVD ("The Italian Job") then watched the news until 11 pm.
He was snuggly but not communicative, so after her class on Man Speak 101 by Dr. Kevinlost of the online Yahoo University, this straight A student did not bring the topic up. My homework specified clearly 'give ample opportunity to talk but do not press the issue.' So that is what I did.
Of course I paid for it with another nightmare. This time my H was having a heart attack and I was in a panic and could not even find the aspirin, let alone the phone to call 911. Very NOT ME, btw. While I am rushing all over the place, a Russian man and woman show up to visit (I do not know them from Adam, at all this) and help me to get H to the ER. While we are waiting, the girl (really nice) explains to me that H has been courting her and she had no idea he was married but that things had not gotten anywhere and she was not even interested... She drives me back home and we are really good friends... Then I woke up but this time H was not hugging me.
Well, it was close on 5 am so I guess I woke him up... He got up early to go to work and said he'd be really busy today. Before he left, he said ILY. I like bright green mornings... at least their beginning...
I kind of miss the days when I did not have dreams...
Shiny, where are you when I need Dr. Jung? I much prefer finality to causality...
"You don't throw a whole life away just 'cause it's banged up a little"
Tom Smith in "Seabiscuit"