I still get physical reactions too Tori...just at the THOUGHT of them together...Sometimes it feels like when I first found out all over again...but doesn't last as long. I think it will always be like that. It will never 'not bother me'. I will always know that he lied to me for years and and that will always be there. I have to heal and move past it with or without him. It probably would be easier if he was remorseful. He is not. And thats not my problem...but a bigger indication of his own problems.
So, give yourself all the time you need. Be gentle to Tori xxx
CANT WAIT FOR YOUR BOOK! (that was excitement, not yelling lol)
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home
