Crazy little thing called MLC

[Raine]

T, I so get what you mean. I've been in this crazy place for such a short time compared to so many others. It still feels like a dream to me. Nine months since my world went upside down, and in someways, it feels like it has gone by super fast, but at the same time, it feels like a complete life-time ago that it was BD, or that I was taking the kids trick or treating by myself, because the night before I found out about OW1 and he moved out. I feel like I'm living someone else's life. The main reasons I married H, that he would never hurt me, that he would always fight for me, those are gone right now, and makes me feel like the entire marriage was a lie.

The little man is doing so great! It seems like he has always been here and apart of our lives. The other boys just adore him and we're getting into a good rhythm.