Today, even keel. 8hr shift. My boys were out doing their thing, so I went to bro's house, sat in sun for a while, told him I am asking family not to try to contact W because it isa setback every time. (3 that I know of. Don't remember if I mentioned here.)
Treated my self for dinner to a sandwich and a beer at a new restaurant. Chatty with other patrons. Music practice. Now to bore my self to sleep ASAP as I start work at 4am tomorrow and work all midnights next week.
Brief exchange w/W about S16 troubles. Invited her to lunch Sunday. She said maybe. I let the maybe sit. 180. I hate being told maybe.
Today I think I was detached. Hope I can maintain for a few days, especially w/midnight shifts and exhaustion coming up.
Me 46 W 43 S 21 D 18 S 17 M 22 yrs Discovered OM 9/10/12 W moved to sister's 9/15/12 W moved to OM 9/27/12 Tried to DB until 7/13 W filed 10/7/13. Did not serve. I counter filed 12/2/13.
