I'm very fortunate to have this board to vent on. Just allowing myself to get my thoughts out & have all of you tell me how to handle my emotions is awesome. Thanks adinva.

I think I'm calming down finally today. No OW thoughts, no H telling OW about pregnancy thoughts, no more mind racing really since my post at lunch.

I am still a little anxious for this evening. Today is the first day in a while that H & I haven't at least text once back & forth about something. Typically by this time we have talked about dinner or the girls schedule for the evening.


M 34
H 35
D 7 D 6
M 10 T 14
Pregnant w/ boy/girl twins-due 12/2013
BD 12/15/12