this is what I want too say to her. "I hope you remember me when you are with him and he is touch you fake boobs, who was the one who nurse you back to health, who was the one who stood by who and made sure nothing happen, who was the one who feed you because you could not move, who was the one who pulling down you pants and wiped your... so you could relieve yourself. Who was the one who stayed up all night changing your gauze every 10 mins so that ever thing came out ok. I hope you well remember it was not him." I have such a feeling of disgust sour taste in my throat.