AGGHHH!!!! We texted some this morning. She is getting the tax stuff done... finally! She told me I was "precious", she "loves me so very much", and she "doesn't deserve me." All via text. Then we had to speak briefly on the phone. At the end of the call she said "I love you" I said "I love you too, have a great weekend."

Buuuttttt... She is doing all this from her AP house!!! (The AP is out of the house meeting with one of my friends) WTH?!? I didn't tell her I knew where she was and I'm not going to. But I really just DO NOT understand. Maybe the pasture isn't so green there this week or maybe she's asking for a slice of cake.

I don't know Intact... positive sign? Maybe. But let's face it, she hasn't been all that honest with me in the past 2 yrs. So I don't know how much it really means. Now if she came home, asked for R, and went NC on the AP and told me she loved me, THAT would really mean something!

The tax stuff should be done this weekend and then we won't really have a reason to communicate. So we'll see what happens from there.

I need a "Me" weekend.


Me(F):40 WAW:44
T:13yrs M:9yrs
BD:2/12 (I saw a text)
ILYBINILWY: 5/12
PA admission: 12/12 (began 3/11)
S:2/13
Moves in w/AP D begins: 7/13
W moves home to R: 10/13