LRT - Dealing with WAW Affair

[RealityTrip]

We talked on the phone yesterday. She was crying a bit halfway through... what is that about? It was a good conversation. She told me that I "sounded good". She told me she loved me and missed me. I fell off the wagon and told her the same. She still hasn't done the tax stuff the CPA needs. Ugghh. She still hasn't gone to the dentist to take care of her root canal. She still hasn't tried to find a job. I'm not sure what she's been doing other than sulking in her depression and seeing her AP to try to make herself feel better. For her sake, I hope she hits bottom soon. I can't imagine how much lower she could possibally go.

Before we got off the phone she was "proud" of me and again commented that I "sound good". We touched on her coming home at the end of May and possibly spending some time together for the holiday. I told her we'd leave it open for discussion and to take care of herself.

Is it possible that I am really doing that much better than her? Shame, guilt, and MLC really does a number on someone. Our conversation just helps me refocus on me. Taking care of myself, getting stronger, and setting goals for myself. I think I'm going to have a really good weekend. My hormonal/eclipse week is now behind me.