Things will happen when they happen, take care of you.
It's taken me a long time to get to empathy, and it still waivers. Try not to have too many expectations of yourself.
Asking for help is a good thing.
A great Pema quote: “Rather than letting our negativity get the better of us, we could acknowledge that right now we feel like a piece of sh!t and not be squeamish about taking a good look.”
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss