It gets better. Every day you choose to live for yourself, it gets better. I made a decision early on to not wallow in what I have no control over and get busy living life. And I have bad days. We all do. Don't be hard on yourself when you have them.
Thanks Raine! Very well said! Indeed it does get better! Few months ago I could hardly talk to anyone about my sitch without bursting into tears but now I am proud of myself that I can talk openly & without feeling like a victim.
Me50 H53 S22 M23 2007 1st BD May 2011 2nd BD Aug 2011 Moved out(wants space) Feb 2012 came back (wants to work things out) Sept2012 moved out Oct 2012 found out OW but denies March 2013 Admits OW