kg-congrats on job and I know the feelings you are dealing with (leaving the babies).
You are so strong. Somedays, I think, thanks H, I am 47 with no job, have to finish up and support myself, etc etc. and then I realize the amazing grace and strngth others, such as yourself show and I am all"Alright Ruby, s*ck it up!'
I do know the peace that comes with a decision. It can be sad and hard and bittersweet, but there is also peace.