This is a good place to rant! What I hear is that you are torn, hurt and scared. That you are putting a lot of focus on your W. My suggestion would be to find a way to take the focus of your W and M and focus on you and your son. Believe me I know how you feel and I know that letting it run over in your mind will make you crazy. I too have wanted to just say give me a darn answer, but I am so happy I never did that as I know I would regret saying it. Remember limbo is your time for you to work on you, not to worry about W or R. I think I posted this on your thread before, but I have it taped to my computer at work to look at.
"Here's the thing. Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can, ;-)" Posted by, uRworthy
M46,W41 D16,D18 M22,T25 BD 11/12 W moved out 01/13 Piecing 10/13 Divorced 01/15 "Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can." UrWorthy