I know you guys are right. There is no single reason for this mess. I should know better than to buy into a 'reason' as such.

the lest couple of days I have been feeling down.again. I need to pick up.the posting here as it is therapeutic to share with you all.

Will post again soon.

Thank you!

Me, H-34 now 38
W-32 now 35
T-13 now 18 years
M-6 now 9
Daughter 3 years now 7
Bomb 11/27/12 - OM
1 year in house separation
Reconciliation 12/2013. Healed now 2017