Confused about what I want

[BRNR]

Thanks Snodderly - I have before done a lot of this....with the exception of the school which is what I am hopefully going to do today. The insurance doesn't cover this, and it is difficult because with two kids I would be looking at $100 each session if not more...

I am going to stay strong although this is killing me. I will find my boys someone to talk to.