Only 2 weeks of school left. I've been thinking about my situation a lot lately. At this point I feel like if some time in the future W changed her mind and wanted to come back to me that it wouldn't matter because I don't want to be with her anymore. I know we had some good times together. The only time in my life when I have cried because I was overwhelmed by happiness was on my wedding day, but at this point I wish I had never met W.

There is some good news though. I have a job interview Friday morning. Hopefully I get it that way I can be financially stable when we separate. The only income we have right now is our financial aid/student loans.

Me:22 W:20
T: 1.5 years
M: 1 year
I find out about EA: late March 2013
W says she wants D: 4/8/13
I find out about PA: 4/19/13
I move out: 5/9/13
I file: 5/24/13