It's definitely a rollercoaster. It may be her way of testing you, seeing whether you're going to be consistent. It may help to figure how out how you will respond if she does relapse. I find it easier to plan while things are good how I will respond rather than react to any hurt I feel in the moment.

Has AS already told you the nut and squirrel analogy? If your goal is to have a squirrel take a nut from your hand, you have to be pretty patient while the squirrel decides whether it is safe to approach. I now have a picture of a nut on my desk to remind me of this smile


H: 38 xW: 38
M: 16 T: 18
S: 9
BD: 2/2012
W moved out 4/2012
D: 11/2012