Yeah, we're almost at a year and a half of living apart...it's been quite the experience. It was ~8 months ago, the day after a night of talking that ended with a kiss, that I told him that I wanted to work on our M.
Yes, I missed my H but I didn't see him every day. (I think I saw him once in 6 months.) That certainly did help me to keep things in perspective...And when I started to miss him, I was afraid it was for the wrong reasons (being lonely, sad and missing our friendship).
Yes, sometimes today I still wonder if he needs more time...He has doubt and fear, will he ever be able to trust me again. He's worried that my words now are fake and I'm not being genuine, because he still can hear the words I said as I was leaving, it's still so fresh in his mind, not sure if time would help him with that...that's why I wonder if it's too soon. Not for me, but for him
