The long and winding road

[Takevowsserious]

Thanks Raine, you are sweet

I think of you often too, don't know how you do it with a newborn - simply amazing!

So...

H in full-fledged a$$hole mode, don't know what the hell is going on.

I had a meeting after work, so this morning I told H he was in charge of dinner tonight.

I stopped at the grocery store after my meeting, and texted him to see if I needed to pick up anything for dinner (I was starving!)

He texted back no, he and the boys had pizza for dinner.

So I get home, and lo and behold - no pizza. They ate out.

I simply heated up some leftovers for me to eat. He comes into the kitchen after awhile and tells me he didn't get me anything to eat because I told him he was on his own for dinner so he thought I was too. I say, I said you were in charge of dinner, but no big deal. He says, I know it's not a big deal, I'm just telling you what happened.

I think he is totally full of sh!t.

I guess it is possible that this wasn't intentional, but I believe it was. He hasn't done anything like this this whole time. My guess is that he's in a pissy mood about his own stuff plus is not happy with me moving on with my life.

So I'm venting here, but keeping a big smile on my face. Upstairs folding towels now, can't even stand to look at him.

I hear you now Snodderly, telling me to dig deeper for patience!

Don't worry, I got this