Yeah I think you are right cadet it won't change anything. And certainly not going to change her opinion of me right now. If I bring it up now it will just remind her again of my slip up. And it will also make her question why it's so important to me, which will drag me into the conversation of improving myself - which to be honest I am not sure i fancy going through right now.

Like everybody keeps telling me. Actions not words . Guess I just need to get those actions more consistent.

And lets face it at the end of the day it was one slip up in 3 months. This used to happen daily before BD. so I know personally that I have improved.


Me: 38 W: 35
M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs
S8 D5
BD: Feb 13
Still Living Together

I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.