Grrrrrrrr. Just feeling down, bitter, resentful, hurt, angry etc. no real specific reason except for just this sitch I find myself in. Just looking at the logistics of getting a D. For both of us, loss of time with our kids, loss of lots of money, being lonely, loss of "stuff", starting over. It all just $UCKS!!
W starts new job next week and has already asked me to take off work early 2 days. I did and said nothing about it however if she thinks that this is how it's going to be when she moves out then she better think again. Yes I am bitter and resentful right now. But ole Grizz has had a happy face on for the past week (like I said I would) and just pretending that I am fine with it all. I am afraid though when she moves out and files then I will just let it fly. I am better than that, I just hope that I can prove to myself that I am better than that.
M 37 W 36 T22 M14 D8 D4 8/2012 distanced BD 11/2012 (likely wants D. Feelings have changed.) W move out date: June 8th.
