Agh! I messed up! For the first time in months W was talking to me and I was not listening and she picked me up on it. And gave me the talk as if to say nothing changes. I am so frustrated. I feel like I have lost any progress made - told you I was slacking on the db'ing.

Me: 38 W: 35
M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs
S8 D5
BD: Feb 13
Still Living Together

I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.