We have unwritten pages, what they are, when they will occur, I do not know
He is not ready now, he does not choose this life, as a family. That is not my path to walk.
Talking yesterday with H I mentioned that my love was unconditional (this is before break up btw) . That meant it was given freely with no expectation of anything in return; a gift so to speak. And that it meant letting people you love walk their own paths.
I believe this and on days where I am grounded and balanced, it is easy to believe and let go.
Today will be a little more difficult lol. Even meditation was a bit of a fail...sigh