intact, I too am sitting on an email to my H. He doesn't initiate any contact with me. Makes no indication whatsoever that he wants to work on marriage. I often see sadness in his face when he is here with kids. I know he is struggling. He knows what I want though. I think its the WAS that don't know what THEY want. And while I am giving him space to figure it out, I feel the other option of letting him go is not one I am ready to face yet. So, we continue in limbo. Hard every single day!


M48 H50
M21 T26
S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old
PA confirmed 7/2012
H separates 9/2012
H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY
OW still in picture. h filed 10/13