SunnyBurst I feel exactly the same way. Exactly. It is beyond horrible & I want to scream at him "No everything is not fine with me you moron because you are destroying our life", but instead I smile & try to act happy all the while I am so sick inside & barely holding onto my job because of lack of sleep & being sick from his MLC. I just keep reading the posts here to see that I am not alone, & neither are you. Take to heart that we feel your pain, but keep on DBing. The one time I slipped up crying begging pleading was the day he did not return - he wasn't supposed to move out for 2-1/2 more weeks but that is what not sticking to the program cost me.
Me 54 H 53 T 19 M 15 (2nd both), 0 kids, 2 dogs, 1 horse H open heart surg12-12-12 H dropped bomb 3-5-13 H moved to lounge ~3-13-13 H rented house w/friend 4-6-13 H moved out 4-13-13
