My WAH has been coming to our home to mow the lawn, visit our 2 dogs, pick up bills & mail, @ leaving checks & cash for me when I am not home. Tonight when I got home he left a check made out to me for shoes for my horse @ grocery money. There was a note with it saying what it was for, & for the first time in 19 years he addressed it to my real name & not "Kakes" his pet name for me. He signed it "Pork" my pet name for him. Seeing that note addressed toy real name made me feel sick & the knife twisted in my gut. Why does something so simple hurt so much?
Me 54 H 53 T 19 M 15 (2nd both), 0 kids, 2 dogs, 1 horse H open heart surg12-12-12 H dropped bomb 3-5-13 H moved to lounge ~3-13-13 H rented house w/friend 4-6-13 H moved out 4-13-13
