KG: I actually told H to have the convo with D soon, if OW was going to be a part of his life.
But actually H and GF broke up today. Not expecting anything. Waiting until dust settles tomorrow. When I asked what happened he said that he does not want the whole here are my rules and here are your rules thing. Apparently it's been a source of discord before. I know they had a fight in February but made up. So this is why I am not all lightness and roses. Lol. Even if they were broken up, I am not sure he is ready or willing to look this way.
Shoot, just as everything was balancing in my life. H said man makes plans....but this is my plan. I still go forward, let go of hope and fear, rejoice the present and lean in.
