Having a hard time today, waiting to hear what H says about me comming home. Im 99.9% sure he will say no but im trying to have a sliver of hope.

I cant stop my mind from thinking hes with OW, he has denied that they are in a R but my gut wont let it go.

H:25 M:25
T: 9 1/2 Yrs
M: 5 Yrs

trouble in paradise: 1/18
Big D: 2/10
EA confirmed 3/11
H Leaves me: 3/30
Files: 4/8
Served: 4/15
OW Confirmed: 8/6
Divorce Final: ???