Just journalling today, feeling slightly off colour.
There has been no contact from xSO. It will be three weeks tomorrow that we had our relationship chat where I told him that continuing our relationship while he is in pursuit of another woman and a family would not be healthy for either of us. Seems he is agreeing with me.
MLC...is so destructive. Reading about it and experiencing it are two totally separate things. Even then because each person is different, I can only guess that life is not a barrel of laughs for him right now. Still, he is supposed to be getting counselling...isn't it supposed to help? Of course, she would only be hearing his side of the tale. I guess even after all of this I wished he missed me.
As I am getting along in my own life, I feel that we have never been further apart. He once said to me that he could hardly wait until "this" was over and done with. Well, I know exactly how that feels.
Alrighty, time to perk up and start on the daily To Do List!
