I think I am like that because I am an insecure person on the inside. I need to beomce the best person I can be. I dont know when I became so insecure, but I think it started a few years ago. I was a very confident person who would always look at the positives in life. I know its the reason my wife fell in love with me. I need to get that person back, not for W, but for me.
Why are you insecure ???
Do you have an appendage growing from the center of your head or something ???
WHY are you insecure ???
What are the triggers, that cause you to become insecure ???