RT, I myself wonder about these same questions. So I keep reminding myself that I too have a choice. A choice to end this, a choice to remove myself from this sitch, etc. But I chose to hang on a little bit more to see what happens. When I think about my choices then I feel I have control of me.

Hang in there RT.

Newman

me40; W43
M18; T~20
D18; S13 & S3
bomb 5/9/11
EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM

Separated 4/1/14

"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.