You're holding back Lake Mead and have been since you started on this journey. Emotions aren't good or bad they just are. The thought of feeling them can be scary but as we do it little be little it becomes less so and our lives become more peaceful.
Try it, just a little.
About him, he's living his life. Let him. Dig into that anger for a while, figure out what you're really feeling and deal with that.
You are worth this, busting. (((( ))))
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss