Got back from my martial arts class tonight. Checked my phone. No messages, I was particularly devastated but was disappointed.
Just before I want to bed after reading some old threads on the forum I ran through my sitch and thought about the bad feeling I get from time to time.
When I broke it down, W sent me pics without me asking, one of them was of her and we had a little back and forth chatting. It was the best interaction we have had for 2 months and it was only 4 hours ago. As soon as I thought about that it put a smile on my face. Just goes to show easy I fall into poor state of mind.
It's also easy to rush the next interaction and make things happen quicker, I imagine the squirrel and the nut analogy. That helps.
M36 W31 S4 S2 T5 M4 BD Jan12 S July12 Recon Sep12-Nov12 ILBINILWY Jan13 OM x 2 in 2013 W wants R July 13 I start D. Jan 14. Meet GF Nov 13 Have I changed enough? Jul 14