Got back from my martial arts class tonight. Checked my phone. No messages, I was particularly devastated but was disappointed.

Just before I want to bed after reading some old threads on the forum I ran through my sitch and thought about the bad feeling I get from time to time.

When I broke it down, W sent me pics without me asking, one of them was of her and we had a little back and forth chatting. It was the best interaction we have had for 2 months and it was only 4 hours ago. As soon as I thought about that it put a smile on my face.
Just goes to show easy I fall into poor state of mind.

It's also easy to rush the next interaction and make things happen quicker, I imagine the squirrel and the nut analogy. That helps.


M36 W31
S4 S2
T5 M4
BD Jan12 S July12
Recon Sep12-Nov12
ILBINILWY Jan13
OM x 2 in 2013
W wants R July 13
I start D. Jan 14.
Meet GF Nov 13
Have I changed enough? Jul 14

The World is still My Oyster!