I have vision problems that make it impossible for me to drive and i have a hard enough time having a life outside of the home as it is.

After all this happened though ive come to realize that it makes me sad that i may never have kids with H, and im starting to be more open to the idea. it wasnt fair of me to shut down and not communicate with him.

i have told him that ive thought more on it and am more open to the idea. Thats what I keep thinking that its sort of a life crisis, depression, or PTSD.

We have had a history of arguing and not being able to communicate well. i would like to go to our MC on my own and try to learn how to communicate better. Thats if he will agree to me going back to our duty station since im back home with family.


H:25 M:25
T: 9 1/2 Yrs
M: 5 Yrs

trouble in paradise: 1/18
Big D: 2/10
EA confirmed 3/11
H Leaves me: 3/30
Files: 4/8
Served: 4/15
OW Confirmed: 8/6
Divorce Final: ???