Thank you Lilith, tvs, and rh for stopping by. My computer time is limited, but I guess that means I'm GAL smile

Lilith, thank you for the encouragement. You have been at this a long time already! You must be a strong woman.

tvs, I so enjoyed the dinner with my friend. She is so funny and had me laughing until my cheeks hurt. I miss her so much, but have been avoiding getting together with her because I haven't told her about my sitch.

I'm still not going to let on that anything is wrong, but I am going to make plans to have her and her family over for pizza one night in the next few weeks.

Rh, it is funny, but I have been thinking the same thing about time. The mlc part drags along slowly, but life in general seems to fly by.

H gave me one of his old pill containers a long time ago, the kind with compartments for the seven days of the week. I started using it for my vitamins, and I'm astounded how quickly it empties week after week.

That makes me sad because I think of how much times a wastin'.

Journaling about last week:

One night H was late getting home from work. H said that he had gone to watch a ball game at a sports bar near work with people from work, including his boss he doesn't like. To my knowledge, he hasn't done this before. He tells me about the game.

The next day, he left to get a haircut and run some errands.

When he returned, six hours later, he was irate about a mess he said was in the basement and yelled at two of the boys. I can't remember when I've seen him so mad.

I went to look, and didn't see that there was that much of a mess. One or two of his things were out of place, but nothing major. It was very strange.

S11 said that the haircutting people must have been mean to him.


Also, after that, he put a bag on my kitchen counter and said there was something in it for me. I asked him what it was, and he replied that it was something I had been wanting.

It was an electric kettle. My other one was broken early last summer and I never replaced it.


I was excited. I've missed my kettle.