hiya- 8 made a new thread but totally lost myself- maybe when i turn off computer and turn back on i'll appear?
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I told H this morning if he moved out he would't have to see my face or try to determine if I was detaching or not, he could just put me out of his mind like he already does while out there! He stays soo silent, like I'm trying to ruin his perfect plan
i've spent too much time here today- need to clean really (and of course - go see my mother- oiyyyyy)
i tend to put things like you do- never have to see my face again. i tend to think interms of no foolin around- yer in or yer out. i'm here - as we see - BUT , if it gets to "that" - armageddon- i don't think i'm gonna wait around for 20 years to feel good again.
God providing something/someone else of course- fingers crossed.
all i gotta say is wow about your "honesty" to him about ow and his non-response. maybe bullets do bounce off?
i swear dawn- we're gonna be super women ourselves at the end of this day- if/when all this mlc crap is out of our lives for good- i will never do this again- i can swear to that.
(is that bad juju or what? saying never again) well- let me tack on - HOPEFULLY NEVER EVER AGAIN.
GOTTA GO CLEAN- BEEN obsessing here all day as you can see- hope i'm somewhere out there- gonna see if i can find me before i blow dodge.
xxo i'm jealous of your freedome of speech- maybe i'll butch up- who knows?
