(((InIt))) It's really hard when you know they are with the OP. It seems so unatural for us to give them space because they are our S, but that's exactly what we need to do. Sometimes "give me time" is just that. Don't burden yourself with trying to figure out hidden truths... Everytime I try... I just invent something far worse than reality anyway.

As for tonight...You can so do this! You've already been doing it. You can't control where he's been or who he's been with but you can control how you react.

There's an ecplise coming this week and everybody is nuts! I've been telling myself to keep my head down and don't look anyone in the eye! It makes me laugh at my own emotions. wink


Me(F):40 WAW:44
T:13yrs M:9yrs
BD:2/12 (I saw a text)
ILYBINILWY: 5/12
PA admission: 12/12 (began 3/11)
S:2/13
Moves in w/AP D begins: 7/13
W moves home to R: 10/13