First Post--2d troubled marriage

[2X Divorcee?]

AFA75 went to my school? Weird screen name if I understand that correctly...?

Well, I broke the silance and called W last night (her morning)at work. Nice conversation...and a little longer than some of the others. I don't think the mail has had time to get there and she didn't ask about the papers. I told her the book was on order and asked if she's reading it. She says it's in the stack but she hasn't read more than a chapter.

All in all not a bad call (no expectations, small steps). Maybe I'll just keep the doors open and call 2 times a week and see how it goes.

The weird thing was yesterday as I thought about calling her, I got really anxious at one point. I think it was the thought of doing something wrong (silence vs call). I probably need to get used to the idea of experimenting.

Being so distant, I think the only 180 I could do besides call/no call would be the time of day I call. I might try a night time call to the house sometime soon. That might be better anyway if I'm going to talk about what I'm reading in the book.

All for now

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