NEr0 - I too told my H I will never want anything ever to do with him again. No, there is no value to you hanging around my life and fixing things. I told him I want nothing, ever.....!
Don't be surprised if your H tries to get close to you now. That's a familiar thing they do.
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!