My painting party wasn't for you, I like blue!

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Nero...I have two sisters that tell me to leave H and what a jerk, etc. but also too busy to check on me or offer any advice other than H is a jerk and I'm too good for him. I know that...lol but they really don't care about what I am going through or how hard it would be to just pick up with two small kids and no money and start all over. My H home this weekend. I swear last weekend when he was out all weekend he came home in a bad mood and had a fight with OW who he still denies. He never stays home leading me to believe that boat is sinking.

My H also complains about the messy house thing. Yet, he isn't working and is home everyday and never picks up one thing after himself. I'm out all week working, taking my kids after school to activities, and doing my best to keep things as clean as I can. Our dishwasher broke and I have to do all dishes by hand. He doesn't even make the smallest effort to fix anything. Yesterday I painted the trim on my walls because they needed it. He walked in from shopping and then complained it looked like cr--p...Really? I touched them up with white paint. They looked fine. Even kids thought I did a good job. How about thanks for putting in 150% effort when I give no effort. To boot, he hasn't been to a single soccer game my son has played this entire year. Not sure why. He picks and chooses what he does with the kids. How do you not go see your kid play a sport he loves? Not even once?? It gets me so angry that he doesn't even try. Yesterday he layed on the couch while I took the boys off to soccer games. He was still there when we returned. Leading me to believe all the more proof OW done with him. I noticed his pics were off her fb page now too. Hmmm....not that it matters anymore..damage been done.

I'm with Dawn...keep asking him to move out. Keep trying. I still fear one day he will just come to bed with me and be ready to be a family and I will be done. Stupid fear but I spent so much time trying to fix things not sure if that is even an option anymore.