Confused about what I want

[reachingHigher]

Every day that goes by I see how much further my H is getting. I really don't see that mine will be one of the ones that returns. This pains me to say.

Hi BRNR!
I had felt the same way last summer. My H even said many times that I didn't realize how far he had gone -- how far he had left me mentally.

I'm not saying if I think your H Is or is not coming back -- but you have to have faith in the process. The process of moving on as if he is not coming back and believing you will be okay. And you will. You know that.

It IS painful to sort through their stuff. But I did feel I kind of release of freedom when I filled up our closet with only my things. I even took a pic of it!

Having hope but moving on and grieving are two opposite things, but somehow it can be done.

Hope you are having a good day
rH